I haven`t heard of him for a week. I did not know what happened. What did I do to screw it up. We were off school, so had nothing to do to make me stop thinking of him. I was with Sisifus. We were in an oriental shop. Don`t remember why we were there….we both loved this stuff…..maybe were looking for incense or something. And then the phone rang. It was him. K. He wanted me to go to his place. 7pm sharp. I was pissed and happy at the same time.
I cannot remember what happened between the phone call and 7am. I was so nervous. I knew something`s gonna happen. I was punctual. Again – yes I have to mark this thing because this is pretty unusual from me, I`m always late. He told me that I can go inside, upstairs, the doors will be opened. I did exactly what he told me. But the house was empty. No one was there. I sat down on a huge armchair. And was waiting – from him.
I heard his steps…coming closer and closer. He came into the room. Didn`t notice that I was there….he got frightened when I said hello. (You got scared like this when you feel guilty about something, or about something. But that`s just my point of view right?)
He was freshly showered. And shaved. I got nervous. He tried to explain why was he disappeared for a week, family stuff and just blah blah blah. And then he asked me to sit next to him. I did it. I have to confess that I was afraid. He kissed me. And I was wet. I felt ashamed of it. Had no experience in this are I thought that there`s something wrong with me. He gently started to take my clothes of. I let him to do that. I did not know what I was doing – damn those instincts. He made me took off his clothes. His hands were everywhere, he kissed my breasts, he started to lick them, suck them, my nipples were getting harder. I was feel ashamed of that too. But he seemed glad about it……he moved his hand down on my body into my panties. His fingers were really naughty. He played with my puss…..he rubbed my clit then his fingers slipped into it…..I was wet…..soaking wet……I could hear it……was so embarassed……..but it felt so good……..it was a whole new feeling. I was masturbating for years before that but this Oh my God please forgive me . He placed my hand on his “package”. He was hard. I`ve never seen a real life penis before. And forgive me for this, but I was always curious about how do men …ahmmm you know put their manhood into the right position….in pants I mean LOL ahmmmmm to the left, to the right, up or down……too much information for a day I guess (sigh).
When he pulled them of I got my long-awaited answer . I watched porn a lot, so I knew his MEMBER was an average one. But I liked it – Fuck those instincts – liked the way it was getting harder and bigger in my hand. He fingered me harder, he could hardly breathe…..and suddenly he stopped. He stood up, and left the sofa. I was like WTF what did I do wrong? But the reason he left me for a few seconds was he got the condom………- OMG no no THIS IS NOT HOW IT SUPPOSED TO BE AHHHH GOSH PLEASE HELP ME ANYBODY – I was screaming inside………..and then I dunno maybe my guardian angel heard me….but something happened……..something that was like deux ex machina…….
K. mom was at the door. A door made of glass……….Trust me I`ve never get dressed this fast…ever…..I hid behind the sofa. He dressed up too, was really angry, and opened the door. His mom came up because she just followed the dog. And heard strange noises. I stopped breathing for minutes. It was scary and soooooooo funny LOL. I don`t remember how could he made his mom leave but she was out in a really short time. When he came back to me his feeling the same things that I did. Angry and giggly and surprised. I told him I was leaving. He wanted me to stay. We sat down again……yes on the sofa. We couldn`t handle it for long……..started kissing again……..I still can feel the taste of his lips…..the sweet smell of his breath (ahmm now I think it was disgusting…..smelled like onions)….
I had to leave it was late….already dark outside. K. promised me he`s gonna call me.
He never did…..for a while…….